Did not feel well over the weekend, with the interrupted sleep, and angry emails exchanged with him. Thinking back, i was not agitated nor angry when i emailed him. Probably, the only motive of those emails were to make him angry, upset, and forget about me.
I spent most of the past 48 hours sleeping, recovering from flu and bad giddyness spell. A friend of mine asked me out at 11pm for a chat, and *ring ring*, something must been wrong. We had a chat under my void deck, and brought her choc and gummies =) She was there for me, when i was feeling like crap in december. I am glad that i am able to be with her, when she was feeling down last night.
This was when i realised, i still do not have any negative feelings about him. Deep down, i only have good words for him, just like how i spent 10 minutes telling my friend, how smart he is, to use the real egg cover to store the kinder surprise egg. It took me 4 months to realise that! I do miss him.
Well, tomorrow is the start of week 3, and works are piling up. I hope to come out with my thesis topic after CNY, and now, must start to revise my previous subjects, as i am already falling behind... Very fast!
love you.
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