Last week, i had a strange dream, that i went to visit this lady whom i know, and always respected, and cried for help. This lady, whom i addressed as ah ma, has a small "temple" at her place, and my mum always brought me over since young. In the dream, she comforted me and that things will be alright.
Yesterday, i visited the place with my mum, and i only told her that, i had a dream that i visited here for help. She prayed at the guan yin ma, and suddenly told my mum, poor boy, he kept on trying and trying, but there was no path for him to walk. He was so troubled that he could not sleep at night, but nobody knows, even his dad who sleeps next to him.
At this instance, i cried. Tears rolled down my cheeks. Past weeks, and months, i have been to Si Ma Lu, almost every week, and pray at home everyday. Hoping that Guan Yin Ma will help me to overcome these obstacles, the german, the studies, the internship, my health. I tried my best with the german, the studies and internship, but everything just failed. I have trouble sleeping for the past months, and even eating, but my parents did not noticed. I can only ask for help from Guan Yin Ma. Silly it may sound, but it seems like Guan Yin Ma has heard my prayers. I think it is very very amazing. I have never dream of the ah ma, and in the dream, i was there seeking help. When i was there, i only told her that i had a dream that i visited here, and after praying to the guan yin ma, she know what i am going through.
Now, i could only hope that Guan Yin Ma will help me and overcome these obstacles, and have the faith that she will never abandon me =D
One day, i will be with the german, and this year, i will find an internship, succeed in studies and finding my thesis supervisor!
an amazing experience.
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