I screwed up all of my mid terms, with my best grade at only a B, a far cry from my previous semester... This means that my student life is back to normal, because i always do badly for my mid term tests, with the exception of the last semester, when i did very well.
I do not know why, but i miss him so much, sooooooooo much. It has been 2 months, but yet i still cant get him out of my mind. Was thinking of sending him a birthday card, but decided against it, since nothing would have changed.
At the present moment, doubt that i am ready for anyone, as he is still on my mind. It would be unfair for me to jump into a relationship just to feel wanted and secure. I know how painful it is to be heartbroken, and i do not intend to inflict that pain on anyone, or myself.
Last night was tough, as i cried to myself, after the bad mid terms result, tiring day, and a mistake in booking ticket for my mum, and resulting in never ending nagging last night...
on most occasions, i only give and serve with the best intention, with no harmful thoughts. I am a human, and i do make mistakes.Unfortunately, most people do not appreciate the good times, and only remember the bad mistakes.
Well, the only positive aspect in my life, i have been sleeping like a pig, 10-11 hours of solid sleep everyday!
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