My exams were over, not confident about it.
started my internship, steep learning curve.
still sick over the past 3 weeks, very bad.
attended a volunteer briefing by the WP, and i felt i was at home. There was no atas atmosphere no "tea" session or anything like that.
lastly, i am upset and disappointed by my very good friend comments on my facebook.
Friday, 22 April 2011
Friday, 1 April 2011
Perhaps we are never meant to be together
I have changed my profile pictures on a couple of website, and i have received very favorable comments about it. It was a picture taken by T when we went on a ferris wheel ride in Helsinki. It was one of my last few times with him. I had a really bright cheerful smile on my face. I was really happy with him, comfortable with him. Thats why i had such a great smile.
In contrast, my times with Stefan was rocky. He always complaint that i did not smile on the photos, or looks bad on photos. It came to my mind that i was not comfortable being myself with him. I was very comfortable when i was with him for the first evening, when everything was great. However, things turned for the worse ever since the first night. We had a fight on the very second day we met. Whenever we were out together, he would complain about my dressing, (NO SMURFS), eating and walking (TOO LOUD), going to toilet (too noisy) and too messy whenever i visited him in hotel room. When he came over to my place, desk too messy, room too messy, toilet too wet, home too dirty, too lazy, and not a good host. When someone kept on telling you that you are crap, and you suck, continuously over a long period of time, how could you be happy and smile for the pictures?
Now, i realised that we were never meant to be together, because i was seldom happy with him. Time to move on :)
Thanks tony!
In contrast, my times with Stefan was rocky. He always complaint that i did not smile on the photos, or looks bad on photos. It came to my mind that i was not comfortable being myself with him. I was very comfortable when i was with him for the first evening, when everything was great. However, things turned for the worse ever since the first night. We had a fight on the very second day we met. Whenever we were out together, he would complain about my dressing, (NO SMURFS), eating and walking (TOO LOUD), going to toilet (too noisy) and too messy whenever i visited him in hotel room. When he came over to my place, desk too messy, room too messy, toilet too wet, home too dirty, too lazy, and not a good host. When someone kept on telling you that you are crap, and you suck, continuously over a long period of time, how could you be happy and smile for the pictures?
Now, i realised that we were never meant to be together, because i was seldom happy with him. Time to move on :)
Thanks tony!
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