Tuesday, 14 June 2011
Monday, 2 May 2011
Sunset
It has been ages since i posted, and there are lots of changes in my life. I am too tired to blog, i will write in 2 weeks time, when things have settled.
I have watched the most beautiful sunset with him in my life. Twice. However, on both occasion, we fought over something stupid, instead of enjoying the perfect sunset. Perhaps, it was a sign that we are never meant to be together.
I miss you, but yet, i could not love you.
I have watched the most beautiful sunset with him in my life. Twice. However, on both occasion, we fought over something stupid, instead of enjoying the perfect sunset. Perhaps, it was a sign that we are never meant to be together.
I miss you, but yet, i could not love you.
Friday, 22 April 2011
3 weeks gone
My exams were over, not confident about it.
started my internship, steep learning curve.
still sick over the past 3 weeks, very bad.
attended a volunteer briefing by the WP, and i felt i was at home. There was no atas atmosphere no "tea" session or anything like that.
lastly, i am upset and disappointed by my very good friend comments on my facebook.
started my internship, steep learning curve.
still sick over the past 3 weeks, very bad.
attended a volunteer briefing by the WP, and i felt i was at home. There was no atas atmosphere no "tea" session or anything like that.
lastly, i am upset and disappointed by my very good friend comments on my facebook.
Friday, 1 April 2011
Perhaps we are never meant to be together
I have changed my profile pictures on a couple of website, and i have received very favorable comments about it. It was a picture taken by T when we went on a ferris wheel ride in Helsinki. It was one of my last few times with him. I had a really bright cheerful smile on my face. I was really happy with him, comfortable with him. Thats why i had such a great smile.
In contrast, my times with Stefan was rocky. He always complaint that i did not smile on the photos, or looks bad on photos. It came to my mind that i was not comfortable being myself with him. I was very comfortable when i was with him for the first evening, when everything was great. However, things turned for the worse ever since the first night. We had a fight on the very second day we met. Whenever we were out together, he would complain about my dressing, (NO SMURFS), eating and walking (TOO LOUD), going to toilet (too noisy) and too messy whenever i visited him in hotel room. When he came over to my place, desk too messy, room too messy, toilet too wet, home too dirty, too lazy, and not a good host. When someone kept on telling you that you are crap, and you suck, continuously over a long period of time, how could you be happy and smile for the pictures?
Now, i realised that we were never meant to be together, because i was seldom happy with him. Time to move on :)
Thanks tony!
In contrast, my times with Stefan was rocky. He always complaint that i did not smile on the photos, or looks bad on photos. It came to my mind that i was not comfortable being myself with him. I was very comfortable when i was with him for the first evening, when everything was great. However, things turned for the worse ever since the first night. We had a fight on the very second day we met. Whenever we were out together, he would complain about my dressing, (NO SMURFS), eating and walking (TOO LOUD), going to toilet (too noisy) and too messy whenever i visited him in hotel room. When he came over to my place, desk too messy, room too messy, toilet too wet, home too dirty, too lazy, and not a good host. When someone kept on telling you that you are crap, and you suck, continuously over a long period of time, how could you be happy and smile for the pictures?
Now, i realised that we were never meant to be together, because i was seldom happy with him. Time to move on :)
Thanks tony!
Tuesday, 29 March 2011
most complex form of human being on earth
After weeks of hearing my classmates giving speeches about the opposite sexes, I have to conclude that woman isnt the most complex form of human being on earth. Gay is the most complex form of human being on earth.
It has been known among the world that woman has the most complex personality or wants in this world. Sometime, they themselves, do not even know what they want. Some of the more common wants are romance, gentlemanly behaviour, sweet talks, someone to pamper them, great sex, time , attention, humour, and the financial status of a guy.
But They are not the most complex form of human being on earth, because not only does Gay has the characteristics or personality of a woman, most Gay also has a ego of a man. In the midst of all the wants required from a woman, they also need someone to boost their ego. and it doesnt matter if the gay is active, or passive, because somehow, in each and every gay, it is a combination of two.
If making a woman happy is tough enough and coming from freud, "Despite my 30 years of research into the feminine soul, I have not yet been able to answer…the great question that has never been answered: What does a woman want?".
How can one balance the needs of the complexity of what a woman really wants and the ego needs of a man for that one person?
It has been known among the world that woman has the most complex personality or wants in this world. Sometime, they themselves, do not even know what they want. Some of the more common wants are romance, gentlemanly behaviour, sweet talks, someone to pamper them, great sex, time , attention, humour, and the financial status of a guy.
But They are not the most complex form of human being on earth, because not only does Gay has the characteristics or personality of a woman, most Gay also has a ego of a man. In the midst of all the wants required from a woman, they also need someone to boost their ego. and it doesnt matter if the gay is active, or passive, because somehow, in each and every gay, it is a combination of two.
If making a woman happy is tough enough and coming from freud, "Despite my 30 years of research into the feminine soul, I have not yet been able to answer…the great question that has never been answered: What does a woman want?".
How can one balance the needs of the complexity of what a woman really wants and the ego needs of a man for that one person?
Saturday, 26 March 2011
Who are we to judge on others?
A month ago, there was a report about an MOE scholar who was arrested for an obscene act in the public. Last friday, the identity of the offender was released, and I realised that I actually knew that person. We were sent to the same secondary school as part of our school attachment programme, and even though it was a short 3 weeks programme, I had a good impression on him. He came across as someone who is full of empathy, someone who care for the well-being of his students. I believe that what happened is a very unfortunate incident, and he has already paid for it, as his scholarship will most likely be removed by the ministry.
What i could not understand is the amount of hate messages, the news article has attracted, coming from people who have never worked with him, or even know him. Who are we to judge on others, when we also made mistakes in our life? At least, he accepted his mistake and has the courage to face his punishment.
Scholars are human too, and they have alot of stress which others may not understand. Being identified as a scholar means that they have a huge shoes to fill in.
What i could not understand is the amount of hate messages, the news article has attracted, coming from people who have never worked with him, or even know him. Who are we to judge on others, when we also made mistakes in our life? At least, he accepted his mistake and has the courage to face his punishment.
Scholars are human too, and they have alot of stress which others may not understand. Being identified as a scholar means that they have a huge shoes to fill in.
Thursday, 24 March 2011
Words cannot express my feelings for you
I have chosen these five songs, which reflect my feelings for you ever since we met.
Come What May
Breakeven
Need You Now
Get It Right
If You Ever Come Back
Come What May
Breakeven
Need You Now
Get It Right
If You Ever Come Back
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